At 10:17 a.m., there was a knock on my door.
It was her daughter, Tara, holding a shoebox against her chest like it weighed a hundred pounds. She hadn’t slept.
My birth year.
Mother: Evelyn B.
Infant: Male.
First name: Caleb.
I felt hollow reading it.
There were also envelopes, yellowed and brittle, addressed in careful handwriting. To: Caleb. From: Evelyn. Most stamped RETURN TO SENDER. Some never mailed at all.
“My mom had a son before me,” Tara said quietly. “Nobody talked about him. I only knew something bad had happened.”
She didn’t accuse me. She didn’t insist. She just said it felt wrong for those papers to exist without meaning something.
I denied it. Hard. Said it was a coincidence, a clerical mistake, anything but this.
She left the box anyway.
I believed them. I still do.
But belief doesn’t stop doubt once it takes root.
Tara and I ordered DNA tests. Waiting was torture. On shift, I did my job. Off shift, memories crept back in—humming, whispered shushing, a door slamming. Things I’d buried so deep I’d convinced myself they were invented.
A week later, Tara texted me: “It’s back.”
We met at a park. She handed me her phone.
Under close family matches, her name sat at the top.
Sister.