My legs gave out. I sat down hard on the bench. The word Caleb landed under everything I thought I was.
We went to see Evelyn that same day. She was wrapped in a blanket, TV murmuring nonsense. When Tara said the name “Cal,” her eyes drifted to me.
Then her face collapsed into tears.
“Caleb?” she whispered.
I took her hand. Same grip. Same fragile strength.
“I’m here,” I said.
She shook her head, sobbing. “It wasn’t you. It was the system. I tried. They told me you were safe. They told me I couldn’t—”
“I know,” I said. And I meant it.
She started humming, so softly it almost vanished into the room. The same melody that had lived in my head my entire life.
Nothing fixed itself overnight. Her dementia didn’t disappear. Some days she knew me. Some days she didn’t. But the grief shifted. It had a shape now. A face.
Months later, I took another “suspicious person” call in the middle of the night. Before stepping out, I shut off my lights.
Because sometimes the person in the dark isn’t a threat.
Sometimes it’s a life unraveling.
And sometimes, if you’re unlucky and lucky at the same time, it’s the last loose thread of your own story—waiting for you to finally pick it up and tie it back together.