“Fee waivers exist,” he said. “So does financial aid. Smart poor kids exist too. You’re one of them.”
From that day on, he became my quiet ally. He gave me extra problems. Let me eat lunch in his classroom. Talked about algorithms like they were gossip. Showed me schools I’d only seen on TV.
By senior year, I had the highest GPA in the class. People called me “the smart kid” now. Some with respect. Some like it was an illness.
Meanwhile, my mom pulled double routes to pay off the last of the hospital bills.
One afternoon, Mr. Anderson dropped a brochure on my desk. One of the top engineering schools in the country.
“They have full rides for students like you,” he said.
I didn’t believe him. But we applied anyway. In secret.
The essay nearly broke me. My first draft was safe and empty. He handed it back.
“This could be anyone. Where are you?”
So I started over. I wrote about 4 a.m. alarms. Orange vests. My father’s empty boots. My mother studying drug dosages once and hauling medical waste now. About lying when she asked if I had friends.
The email came on a Tuesday morning.
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