I pressed a gloved hand to my mouth, embarrassed even here for taking up air.
“Ma’am… are you okay?”
“I’m… fine,” I managed—the automatic lie. “Just… a rough day.”
She didn’t move. “You don’t look fine. Do you want me to call someone? Family?”
The word family cracked something open and I let out a jagged laugh that startled both of us.
“No,” I said. “No family. Not anymore.”
She sat in the empty chair beside me, steady and warm like an anchor.
“I’m Debbie,” she said softly. “I’m a nurse, and I’m a pretty good listener. My bus doesn’t leave until eleven. I can sit with you.”
Maybe it was her tone. Maybe it was years of swallowing pain. Maybe it was the safety of a stranger.
Whatever it was, I told her everything—Jacqueline’s words, Mason’s silence, the meditation room, the nursing home threat, the invisible years, the ham sandwich on the paper plate. I told her about Millbrook. About the three thousand dollars meant to be my restart.
When I finished, she went quiet, then pulled out her phone.
“I need to make a call,” she said gently. “Is that okay?”
I nodded, too emptied out to protest.
She stepped a few feet away, voice low but urgent. I caught pieces. “I found her… yes, I’m sure… the bus station… Dad, you need to come now.”
She returned and sat beside me again. “Help is coming. I promise. Just stay with me.”
I blinked through the numbness. “I don’t understand… who’s coming?”
Her expression shifted—like she was looking at something miraculous and impossible all at once.
The question felt random. “Yes,” I answered slowly. “Thirty-seven years. Why?”
“Did you ever have a student named Dale? Dale Martinez?”
The name stirred dust in the attic of my memory—crayons, paste, sunlight in a classroom window.
Dale.
So many children… but I remembered him. Immigrant parents. Canvas shoes in winter, two sizes too small, holes at the toes. A boy with enormous dark eyes and an aching hunger to learn. His parents worked themselves ragged, proud and exhausted, refusing charity—but their son was freezing.
So I bought him shoes. A warm coat from a thrift store. New notebooks. And I told him they were “extras” from the lost-and-found so he wouldn’t feel ashamed.
I’d never told anyone.
“You remember,” Debbie whispered, watching my face.
“I remember Dale,” I said. “He was bright. But… why are you asking me that?”
Tears filled her eyes. “Because he’s my father. And he’s been looking for you for forty-five years.”
The station felt like it tipped sideways.
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